i'm glad i almost died

from now that i'm dead i will become satan by Ashes Jessen

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Whenever i get drunk
i yell a lot and i am sorry
I hate acting like that
But when i'm sober i can't talk to you
the way i want to
The way drunk me can
But ever time i wake up
i still think about the last night
the last night the last night the last night the last night
It's such a bummer how i
can't have fun without being sad
I still remember that mistake i made from that night

This moment's powerful
I say that all the time but i mean it now
I'll remember this when i'm an old man
Sitting here and looking at the town
With all of my friends
I wish i could talk to you like they can
And is it bad to wait to ask this long
I don't think so
For better or worse i want to make this right
The only issue lies in what i should do now that i am prepared
I really just want you to trust me

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from now that i'm dead i will become satan, released May 6, 2017

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Ashes Jessen Billings, montana

struggling musician
experimental pop
born in billings mt

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