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lyrics

I hope you heard me
I don't want you to worry
I hope you heard me
I don't want you to worry

I hope you realize
everything i own is tied to you
i want to publicize
I only want what's right for you

But down inside, down inside i know
I know you'd be alone
Down inside, i want to hide myself
I should ask myself

Would I be giving up the things i love
I'm worrying about all kinds of stuff
I'm still the stupid kid you used to love

If i ran away i'd say goodbye to you
Wouldn't hide my face i wouldn't lie you
And i can't tell you
Looking back on older photos trying to
Shoulda seen how bad it was
I tried to keep it deep inside but

All the things that
Make me happy
Brought on by your
Simple laughing
If i could i'd run away with you

But i can't help this
Awful timing
I admit i'm
Fucking crying
Were all smiling waving bye to you
To you
To you
To you
To you

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from now that i'm dead i will become satan, released May 6, 2017

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Ashes Jessen Billings, montana

struggling musician
experimental pop
born in billings mt

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