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Missing

by Alexandria Jessen

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Kazuhira Spang the vocals and ineffable keys are reminiscent of a late July day that’s spent out too long
A bubbly pop song with elements of heartbreak, love Favorite track: Time Like Glue.
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1.
Don't Faint 05:36
Can I lose self control Can I skip to the end Because I am about to Melt into a chrysalis and I'll be some preppy girl Even follow the trends And my world is exploding I'm here in the back seat still I'm a long way from home TV and a bed But I can still watch the scenery Get past every bump in the road Do I like Allie the most? Do I annoy all my friends? I shouldn't say sorry But I've never been that kind of girl Sing Songs With Your Old Voice And Act Like It's Fine
2.
Nothing 03:27
Help me out I've got a job and I've got a car but it Won't work I can't be bothered I'm like my father Glad Cut out some friends but They were just in my way I guess Over reacting Ask me what's wrong I say It's just I feel Like I've been Stuck in a Nightmare Everything's Stressful I can't fucking Handle but I've got a good life Everything turned out great For me (So good for nothing Running from something) Ask me what's wrong and I'll turn right back and say (Just say don't worry Just say you're sorry) Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing Nothing
3.
And last night I woke in a panic I was in awe could not understand it In my dream I was sat on violet sunsets And with no eyes there happy in some dress To set sail we gathered all the air we could Like huge whales singing everything that's good in life To be alive in a daze is such a funny feeling Can't think why I'd ever wonder about the meaning I tried to change it, a life of nothing You have to fake it, until it's crushing I was looking at that ground Someone help me, I can't explain it I'm miserable even when i've made it Trying to hear any sound Nothing back
4.
I'm here in the summer Light sitting on the pavement On and on I wait for you to show It's only been 20 minutes That's really not that long you're Probably stuck in traffic moving slow Earlier today i said that I was wanting to go to the mall Or anything as long as you came too Your whole day was pretty free You asked if we both could see Your friend in security while we were passing through So i'm sitting on the table Listening to the cars streak past behind me Finally sitting in the passenger seat And when you drive you drive at such a scary speed But i don't care about anything except for you Sliding into the door and i scream I'm happy because you're laughing with me And it's slowing down and I take in the time like glue Slow panning over eyes on the road I see your eyes glowing like an angel With little diamonds shining just above "Relax we're here" you say and I hate it I wish we'd stay alone but I couldn't say it Breathe out and open the door as you say "Hey"
5.
The air was beautiful today So many kinds of birds would fly before it rained The sky was covered in red and violet hazy in the clouds I knew it'd only be there for a few minutes more now We were sleeping under lights inside a little blanket fort That I just built for you because it was what you were nostalgic for Watching fading lights blue and white is perfect to calm me down Although I know that just being near you sleeping would calm me down too We took a walk on the cliffs that always hung over my house And you got pretty scared but you eventually came around I had to help you slide down the rocks and then to go back up I'd help a thousand times because you help me when life is tough
6.
Missing 04:48
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The Timbers 12:14
8.
Hockey Boy 04:12
You know I'm only off on Mondays Why do you have to leave You know I probably would have went with you If you had invited me I know it's only absent mindedness You're the one who called me up in the first place I just don't want you to leave so soon I just don't want you to go I haven't seen you in a week or two I wonder where you went You're probably out there flirting at the club and Spending all your time with him It really sucks that you won't text me back I'm so glad that you found somebody but You still told me that I was everything When we were last alone So you're holding someone else in your strong arms I can't hear that kind of news and still come out unharmed You are so beautiful I can't help but to see you there I can't help myself I can't just leave you unaware Don't worry i'm so sorry I can't do anything without Messing up. I'm holding you I can't believe this got so fucked (hockey boy) You know the day that you met me after work And said you liked my name I only miss all the times you would laugh with me I wish it was the same
9.
On Memory 10:10

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This album is kind of a bummer I guess but hey we're all moving forward to better and brighter things :) I don't have that much to say about it because I want the music to speak for itself, if you listen i love you and have a good day

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released May 1, 2019

Meadoe Beaulieu (interview)
Verity Larsen (interview)
Swaylo Garcia
Nathan Watts
Nathan Toepp
Jarrod Smith
Phoenix Shadel
Callista Thorne
Arik May
Ssy Flournoy
and YOU! if i forgot you

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Ashes Jessen Billings, montana

struggling musician
experimental pop
born in billings mt

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