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boy scout

from now that i'm dead i will become satan by Ashes Jessen

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and none of the pills that i've swallowed
can bring me back to life
can bring me back to life
and i couldn't make the off ramp
so i just turn off the headlights
so i just turn off the headlights

what do you think of me
what do you think of her
i can wear different clothes now
and i can tell that you're hurt
and i just seem to drag you
You know i didn't mean that
I feel so fucking weird now
i feel like you were so bad

and saying the okay i stutter
and i can't seem to breathe
and they want me to speak
and a few hours later I'm sobbing
and walking down the street
i stupidly feel relieved

it's not like this will change me
i know that it's a huge step
maybe i'll go next year
or the year after that
you can see right through me
you're really good at doing that
i wish i saw through you
there'd be so much to look at

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from now that i'm dead i will become satan, released May 6, 2017

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Ashes Jessen Billings, montana

struggling musician
experimental pop
born in billings mt

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